freaking bored.....

-i'm so bored. yep i am.....i started writing a new song today. but the sucky thing is i can't seem to remember what comes after the first 2 lines. so yah.

-tomorrow is the christmas dance (which i think should be called winter dance because christmas may be offending to some non-christians). i think jeremy (the guy i like) asked one of my old best friends. but now she's a dumb bimbo that pretends to be stupid. which is uber gay because she got an A+ on her vocabulary test and the rest of us failed. but oh well. thats her problem not mine.

-do you ever feel somedays that you can't trust anybody? and that you just should isolate yourself so nobody can hurt you? i feel like that. don't know why, but i do. but i really feel like ripping lauren's head off. because she's an evil backstabbing biotch that needs to get over herself. grr.

-i don't know why the hell i feel this way. like i said yesterday, one minute i'm happy and the next minute it takes everything i have NOT to get to close to lauren because i might stab her with my pencil.

-grr. i hate this.

-but that's okay because eventually it'll be all over and i'll be underground and no one will remember me and everything will be all right. i think.

-grr i'm bored. did you know theres a bored.com? there is! lol. its funny. :)

-i feel like doing a cartwheel or writing a new song. don't know why, but i do.