i hate life.....

-how come they say that your teenage years are supposed to be the best of your life? whoever said that must've been on CRACK. because this shit SUCKS.

-it's not that i'm all depressed and crap. i just feel like crying. i mean, i'm happy and all, but i'm still sad. plus, one of my friends and her boyfriend just broke up. and it's her thats making me mad. sure, i feel sorry for her, but i just can't shake the fact that she wants me to stop liking this one guy. she makes up this ludicrous stuff about how he likes her better than me and how he said that she was prettier than me and "he said, he said, he said" crap. it's making me sick

-and my best friend says that she's uber jealous of me because she thinks hunter (the guy she likes) likes me. and thats just weird because nobody (not even my mom) likes me. completely crazy.

-i'm sorry about this. i just have to get my feelings out. so you can ignore this or whatever. i'm just ranting. it helps me feel better. you know. it gets my emotions out and onto the computer. it really works.

-so yah. today pretty much sucked. and we had effing exams. who has exams in middle school? i guess its because we're on a high school level (damn Algebra I ) so we have to do 'high school' stuff. stupid exams. but good news! i got a B! yay!

-i am so bored. OMG! tomorrow we get out for christmas break! omg i'm gonna miss jeremy. he said he's moving to arizona with his dad. but i don't think he is. because he said he was going to get a Gibson guitar exactly like billie joe's, but instead he got a weird one that only looked remotely like his. so yah. he's probably not moving. but if he was, i'd tell him for sure that i loved him.

-love is so complicated.

-omg. i'm inspired. i feel like writing a new song! so hastalabyebye for now! </3