i feel kinda bad

-everyone seems to be discussing the wonderful things going on in their life. it's kind of amazing nothing good has happened to me since about january. in other words, i'm extremely depressed because the jeremy [the guy i love] is going out of his way to ignore me and my old best friend is telling these stupid lies that don't even make sense. she said he was at her house trying to seduce her and that she gave in and had sex with him. and i don't know why she's saying that. because what kind of "best friend" tells you she had sex with the guy you love AFTER you tell her you loved him? i don't know. maybe they really did do stuff and it wasn't a lie. i wasn't there, so i can't tell you for sure. and besides, that just makes her even sluttier than she claims to be. [after thought- who actually wants to be slutty?] 

-somedays life just sucks doesn't it? i guess you get through it. omg valentimes day is coming up. i hate valentimes day. it's like one of those holidays invented by the people that love making people's lives miserable. because if you don't have a valentime you basically spend the 14th all alone watching movies and eating ice cream out of the carton.

-grr. life sucks. but once again, i guess it gets better. hopefully.

-have a swell night. i'll try my best not to cry too much!